izit juz me???
1:23:00 AM
Izit me?? is there sumthin bout me dat is juz sOoOo completely offensive to some peopLe...do i rub them the wrong way?? seems like watever i do...nuthin comes out rite...Cept fer a few notable exceptions...people who accept me fer who i am..my sulliness...my barbs...the feudalistic exhibitionist in me...n all tingZ debilitating to some eyes...
frankly im tired...im tired of two-faced twits...who always seem nice at first...on the surface...but look closer...n u'll see...hey prestO!!!..as the Italians say "Mamma Mia"...
i give as much as i get...i dun give anythin more or less...its dat simple..n i've adhered to dat principle fer awhile now...its hard wen u start trustin people in ur life...people who mean quite a lot to u...n suddenly u realised...maNn..these people actually talked behind ur back...its unfair...its rude...and its completely hurtful...i've been thru tis once...n im never..ever gona go thru tis again...enuf is enuf...
i noe of an acquaintance...i used to tink she's a complete airhead...but as i looked closer...& read sum of her stuf...keke..yesHh...another blogger...*no names aight)...i realised tis gaL is simply misunderstood...yeah she's brash..but i tink now..dat is simply a defence mechanism...she's probably been hurt plenty of times before...i tink juz like evryone else...she juz wants to be loved...despite all her idiosyncracies...n yesSs to dat gaL..whoever u r...i completely understand how u feel...like people juz simply can't stand u...N u noe y???!!!...simple cuz they juz wana be like you...but they cant & they dun like to admit that...hahaha...there i've said it...it feels good..thrashin tis out...
on hindsight...i realised...tis is the intricacies of the fallible human nature...u do a lot of good deeds...people RARELY remembers em...it juz takes ONE...juz ONE mistake...n u crash...crash like a roomfuL of dominoes...evrythin u've ever done...is simply...n irrevocably forgotten...as they say...bye..bye birdie!!!..alas my babies...welcum to adulthood...n all its insurmountable pitfaLLs....
waHey...the joys of sumthin NEW...
12:40:00 AM
wEeEeEEeee...gotta admit...tis bloggy thingy is really makin me excited..esctatic..u noe it feels as tho i'm consorting wit a new 'fling'...u noe wat i mean...u noe..wit all tingz new...the 'courtship' phase...the newness of it all...makes my spine tingLe wit child-like enthusiasm evrytime i log in to blogger.com...kekekeke
gez wat babies....3 days & countin...n i'm gettin engaged...OMIGOD!!! its sOo surrealistic...how do i describe it?? feels like ur caught up in tis delectable whirlwind...where sumtimes u hv utterly NO control over certain tingZ...especially if ur the ONLY baby gaL in the family....leme give u guys an exampLe k...was out wit mumsy to coLLect a kebaya wich i tailored fer the engagement...sOo i went in to fitting rm...came out...n gez wat?? mumsy tot it was tOo simpLe...n i told her...
" Umi...like yeaa,tot i told u i wanted sumthin simple"-ME
" Yea but dun u tink its too simpLe??"-Mumsy wit pleading look
N it juz sOoo happens dat the shop had tis ready-made kebaya wich mumsy really liked...
" Farah, y dun u try tis kebaya..juz c whether it fits u.."-Mumsy
SooOoo babies...i went in dutifully...tried on d kebaya...n gez WAT..it fitted me closely...was a tad loose la...i came out...stood in front of mumsy...n babies...at tis point u shd noe...she had tis GRIN on her face...dat said it aLL!!!
" Ehh..lawa la d color...n it fits u very weLL"-Mumsy
The salesgaL pun added fire la...praised the color of the kebaya...how weLL it fitted n evrythin...sOoo ere it cums babies...
" Nvm la...tis one nicer la..more elegant.."-Mumsy
Elegant??? Elegant??? More like OVERRRRR...argHhHHhh...but den..i saw her face...i saw her demonized expression...only seen in the faces of mothers of brides-to be...n i tink...i can do tis...if tis makes mumsy hapy...i can do tis...so i nodded n said " ok la...ok la...tapi Umi bayar eh??" u c my babies...DAT was the catch...kekekekkee....*eviL laffter*
that's enuf fer now...
4:14:00 AM
i've tried it...again & again...but alas...the pics are not meant to be...
Mr MieNamique...am i gona b the boon of yer existence?? Ur probably tinkin... "HaizZzz..nie anak satu...tak dapat2..."...can't seem to upload with the instructions u gave...
Nvm...i shaLL prevail soon enuf...wen?? ahh..datz the killer...the next time i'm feelin supercilious...i shaLL attempt to remind meself...how i'm strugglin wit tis...and seek to remain humble...kekekeke...
WeLL...the uploadin fiasco shaLL end now...cuz TwinkZ needs her shleep...Shall leave u guys wit tis hilarious story i got frm a fren in KL....
-The children were lined up in the cafeteria of a Catholic elementary school for lunch. At the head of the table was a huge pile of apples. The nun made a note & posted on the apple tray : " Take only ONE.God is watching."
Moving further along the lunch line, at the other end of the table was a HUGE pile of chocolate chip cookies. A child had written a note, " Take all you want, God is watching the apples."
ahhh...the simplicity in a child's wisdom...C'est Magnifique...Layter babies!!!
izit me..or juz my bimboistic tendencies...
2:39:00 AM
arghh..sumtimes i tink..my God..Farah..fer all ur 'intellect'...how cum ur techie skills are absymal...i mean to the point of complete deficiency..yeah
i can manage basic stuff like Word..Excel..or wat nots...but bring on the abhorrently 'cheem' techie stuff...im lost...i mean it...im really lost...
i noe wat...heh heh...bein the eternal optimist that i am...i shall get me...
"The Dummies Guide to HTML"...yesSss...i tink i shud go do that...hey my very first Dummies book...COngrats Farah...u r now officially a dummy...kekeke...
oOo wat a night...
4:03:00 AM
its amazing...how the simplest tingz...seem like the best ones...
tonite...Mie..Su...Alia(Su's gal pal) ...baby(Nazree-san) & me..had a late nite rendezvous...where love advice was dispensed and bintan reminiscing was discussed...*btw sum of us juz came bak frm beautiful...beautiful Bintan...will upload pics layter wen i figure tis bloggy thingy out*...
im feelin uplifted...very contented...no words to describe the enormity of these feelins..but simply...im happy...very happy...thank god..fer all my blessings...
thank you for your sweet blandishment
thank you for your gentle kisses
thank you for your bracing hugs
thank you for your poetic presence in my life
thank you...
till later...TwinkZ needs her shleep...