contempLation...
7:46:00 AM
i'm reaffirmed...as in my belief is reaffirmed...u c my babies...i had a long-awaited caLL frm a gd fren last nite...talked tingz thru...& i reaLised...god is great...he works in mysterious ways...juz wen u tink u wana let go...he does sumthin...or rather he makes us do sumthin wich pulls us back frm the brink..
As i contemplated this...im humbled...humbled that i actuaLLy thot i knew evrythin...to my fren...thank you for makin the effort to caLL...thank you for your concerted efforts to salvage us...i'm touched like no words can express...very simply...thank you for caring dat much...i appreciate it..*griNz & huGz*...
One more thing...is tis simply normaL??? Normal that i'm feelin sOoOo very cLose...so cLose to my partner??? & tis happenin right after our engagement...Believe me my babies...we've had our moments wen tingz were not right...
But after the engagement...it seems i'm more enraptured...more heady...more head over heeLs...my god...i'm tinkin if u ask me watz our puke factor in terms of 'meLuatness'...outta 10..we come in like a '15'!!!
I can't help it...i really can't...he's feeLin it too!!!But...i'm not under the illusion that tis will last forever...tis state of gossamer blissfuLLness...but i tink...it's good we're havin tis time...tis wonderfuL moments to cement our relationship so it'll hold us in good stead in uncertain times...which i'm sure wiLL come sooner or later...but baby...bein embroiled in tis love affair with you...is god-sent...is effortless...is fervent...n i'm lovin' it...*winKz*...
Okie...Okie...b4 u guys start puking...i shaLL stop...hv a great weekend babies...TwinkZ needs her shLeep...n btw i had the most fabuLOus time wit my rockin 'old' gaLs...arieS...jeNNa...aliyah...& new pals Naty...Ska...Sahira... last nite...tks fer a great time gaLs...another time..soon k?!!! TaaAaAaaAaa my babies...
old friends...
3:02:00 AM
babies...tis is a sneaky peak 2 my engagement pics...datz me wit mumsy & daddy...wOohOoOo...aries & jeNNa..the album's already uploaded...teLL me...wat u tink of the make-up & evrythin okie cuz my mak andam is a lil new at tis...but i tink she did a GREAT job...tks Mdm Siti...my darLin perfectionist of a mak andam...kekeke..
anyways...met an old..old..fren on Mon nite...of all days...had a fab time at DeviL's Bar...of aLL pLaces...kekeke...had a drink...& reminisced bout ole times...n how bLoody old we are...*griNz*...anyway darLin...jgn marah...the pakcik asked fer my IC earlier today fer the movie...kekekeke...WeLL i'm lookin forward to later today...to meetin aries...jeNNa...aliyah & others...the 'old' rockin gaLs...
Let the GOOD times roLL again....
stiLL bewildered...
3:26:00 PM
weLL...oh weLL...tis is the way its gona be...tis is the way it'LL be...
btw ...baby...conGrats...waHhhh...pandai la anak mak set up blog...in ONE bloody nite...*saLute...saLute*....i'm stiLL gona link ya up...but change ur template purlesseee...tak lawa...;p
heard Wise Guy's 'OoO La La'...brings back poignant memories...wen tingZ were carefree...wen life was sweet & simpLe...
bleary...beleaguered...bewildered...
5:41:00 PM
TwinkZ is feeLin despondent...
Its almost like bein caught in a web of ghastly emotions...its runnin amok...beyond my controL...i'm feeLin pensive...
I'm goin into dejection mode...i hate tis dearth...its daunting...tis part & parceL of grOwin up...to be exposed...to the good & the bad...but i'LL remember tis...life is basically like a ferris wheeL...u're never always UP...n u're never always DOWN...sOo heads up Farah...it's gona b better...
But on a cheerier note....my good fren Mr MienaMiQue has managed to put on his contacts...*cLap cLap*...n believe me my babies...it has taken him AGES to do it...kekekeke...BRAVO senor...BRAVO!!!
at Last....
3:01:00 PM
Babies....I'm ENGAGED....kekekeke...it's over...my god...after months & months of plannin...the actuaL ceremony...is like all of 15 mins...n capuT...it's over...wham bam..thank u ma'am!!!
But its aLL gd...was enveloped in a myriad of feelins yesterday...a mix of trepidation...excitement...utter exhaustion...a brimfuL of wonderfuL warranted attention...i liKe...kekeke...wiLL update u guys with the photos...as soon as its uploaded...d piece de resistance is on my finger...keke...my beautifuL..beautifuL ring...
In cLosure...i wana say tis...to my gaLpaLs...u noe who u r...i'm not distancin on purpose...i was slighted...i hafta admit dat & the distancin was a reflex action on my part...but u guys hv ur own reasons fer not goin...n i understand...i duno how 2 do tis...as in to start on a fresh slate...i'm not good at expressin my feeLins...never have & never will...sumthin's definitely remiss...but the million doLLar question remains...r we gona get over tis??? i can't put it to words...i simply duno how to...how do we remedy tis situation...can we? I duno...i realy dun...only time..time can teLL...but we can try...the baLL's up there gaLs...do we wana catch it???