Never say never...
5:36:00 AM
Learnt the hard way...PeopLe change...& boy do they change...Had a reveLation of sorts...Somethin i never thot tis person would ever do...But den again...NEVER say NEVER Farah...& gez wat...he did it...He did sumthin which he solemnly promised to never ever...ever...ever...do...
An ex-boyfriend caLLed...We had some stuff to settLe...so got on to talkin...& sudddenly a sweet albeit fake voice (current squeeze) SQUEAKED in the background..."OoOo..He won't be abLe to meet you cuz we'll be on holiday
TOOGETTHERRR"...Hahaha...mind u babies...the word in caps is to stress upon the emphasis the word was pLaced by the voice of current squeeze...
To say i was hurt...That would be to over-estimate...Disappointment was more like it...Disappointed because he didn't even try to defend or say to the gaL...sumthin like 'Hey look this is btwn me & her..so don't interfere."...Well so much for being the 'love of his life'...
Some quarters might argue...Well don't you tink u deserve it??? Since you hurt him so terribLy??? Yes...to a certain extent...EncLaved in my mind...Yes perhaps...perhaps that was his defense mechanism...N i completely understand...I'm not bitter...ThankfuLLy...I'm much better equipped to handLe this now...I've grown up...Petty squabbLes...exordiums...They no longer interest me...
And yes...I may not love you anymore...It doesn't mean i do not care...But somehow...after last nite...it's best we remain anonymous...I'm gLad you've moved on...truLy...best of luck my friend...If i see you on the streets...i'LL juz walk on...as if we've never shared a past...never shared our lives...becuz after last nite...you reminded me of all the reasons why i left...ahhh...the wonders of GOD...Thank you GOD for givin me the strength to leave...Thank you GOD for givin me the courage to move on...Thank you GOD for givin me my wonderfuL friends...who gave me loads...You know who you are...& Thank you GOD..mostly for givin me my beautifuL fiance...who's supported me through sOoOo much...Thank you!!!
So i shaLL leave wit tis...
StumbLed upon tis...Very true...How meaningfuL...
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*Understand that sometimes separations might be for the best*
* True Love & friendship can endure emotions greatest test *
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*Just say adieu for today,there is no need for bLame* *
* SpeciaL peopLe wiLL remember more than your name *
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* ShouLd they not return,understand they may stiLL care* *
* Remember life is aLways changing,not everything is fair...*
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the circLe of Life...
1:47:00 PM
It sOoOoo seems the 'fiance'...keke...I mean...Mr Naz...has been afflicted with the dreadfuL flu bug...n gez who it was from babies??...ME la!!!...kekeke...awWwWw...poor baby...I'm terribly sorry!!! Told u 2 stay away frm me kan !!!But...but...not my fauLt dat u can't keep ur hands off me rite??? *winKz*...kekeke...i'm kiddin aight babies...;p
Anyway...babies...The warmest weLcome 2 my future sis-in-law...Ms Radiah...a new blogger...hey dun b lazy...update la...sOo we can aLL hv a sneak peek into ur latest gossip & scoops...especiaLLy bout the boys...*griNz*...i feeL as tho' i'm deaLin wit some sorta iLLegaL contraband or sumthin...kekeke...
Gez wat babies...my god!!! Got my first bLoody 'A' for the exams...ahh...i'm delirious...i'm ebuLLient...juz 2 more papers to go & i'm done...yehaAaAaaAa!!! But it's kinda sad cuz...cuz i absolutely lurvee skewL...OMIGODDDDD!!! I never tot i'd ever say dat...ever...ever in my life...i mean...at least not in tis lifetime i suppose...But there u go...I've said it...I LURVEEEE skewL!!!
I tink...It all boils down to doin sumthin you reaLLy LUV...pursuin that ONE or watever tingz that keeps you interested...I used to be the 'enfant terribLe' in my family...That one chiLd who refused to go to skewL...skipped cLasses...but now...now...i finally reaLised...the true vaLue of education...How you never...never...stop learnin tiLL the day you pass on to the next life...Tis may sound cliched & aLL...but simply it's true & i tink evry singLe one of you out there knows tis...
My god!!! Tink i'm gettin OLD...really...really...OLD...or at least...i'm an 'old souL' with the physique & voice of a 16 yr old...kekeke...Mcm betuL jer aku nie...*griNz*...