heh heh
11:25:00 AM
This is for you Ninik...
The story goes...
I was readin a gf's blog with much gLee...
She was of cuz describin her trepidation & anxiety bout gettin hitched and aLL...
And I know EXACTLY how you feeL...
Been there & done that girLy...I mean you know right ???
You've seen me for the past 2++ years with that 'someone' & somehow i was NEVER prepared to give that firm commitment & etc...
And suddenly...i met someone else...& to everyone's surprise...i got engaged after like all of whatttt...7 months??? kekeke...Funny ain't it ???
My take is very simpLe...When you ready, you're ready...
Time...money or whatever will just nicely fall into pLace...
& trust me...reaLLy it does...Somehow...It's miracuLous you know...
As opposed to previously when everythin seems sOo hurried & impossibLe...
It's like now...It's smooth...& it works out by itself...
Ninik...
Only YOU'll know when you're ready...Don't let anyone teLL you otherwise...
& babe...There's NEVER gonna be a time when you're gonna be fuLLy ready...
It's a journey...not a destination...& that's why it's fantastic...Cuz you'll never know what to expect...
You'll learn & keep on learnin...kekeke...But then again...what the heck do i know right ???
You're gonna hafta trust your own heart & instincts...
Life is a gambLe Nik...
And i know you'll make the right decision...
& nOoOoOoo...COOKIN is NOT that important in the whoLe grand enchiLada darLin...keke...
Cuz you damn weLL know i can't for nutz...But it definitely heLps la i suppose !!!
& P.S>>> Abg Is juz toLd me...the new fLat's gona cost him & Mdm Winona Ryder cLose to a kewL half million bucks...wOoohOoOoo...oOo La La !!!
But hey at least you'LL be cLose to Ikea kan kan...*winKz*...
BUT OOoOoOOooOOoOoOOooOoOOooOOoo...
At last...
Call me gabra...a 'kancheong' spider or whatever you can come up with...kekekeke...
But I finally bought it!!!
Or should i say...the hapLess now $XXX buckaroos poorer fiance who bought it for me...
It was a tough choice mind you,
After countless frisking...lip smackin...eye-leering trips to the various boutiques in town...I decided to end Mr Naz's misery and finally made a choice...
heh heh!!!
& i am sOoOOo trembLin with excitement...oOooOoo...
Yes i know...I'm now 'jakun' du jour....
OoOoOOoo...i don't care !!! kekekeke...
I'll let you guys in on some of the choices i was spoilt with...
:: 1'un ::
:: Deux ::
:: Trois ::
& lastly...
Heh Heh...I can't tell you what was ultimately my choice...
nOoo...It'll juz spoiL the surprise next year...kekeke...
But trust me when i say, OhHHhHh...they ALL have a special place in my heart...or rather my fecklessly greedy eyes...
However, sweet alas, i can only buy one FOR NOW !!!
Wicked thoughts are already brewin in my head...
All shaLL be reveaLed in due time...When i get nuptialized ( is there even such a word ??? )...
Haiyaaa....This means i hafta wait for 9 months before i can use you...
hMmmphHhh...
Yea serves you right Farah for being sOOoOoo impatient !!!
but in the meantime...
...*siGh*...You shall be my daily routine...
You will be looked upon every day...with love & lust...;p
:: Baby @ 'the fiance' ,
Merci le cheri...
It was surprise magnifique...
:: Je vous aime...
EhHHhh...this is a bLoody long update maNNnNnn...What the heck Farah ???
Is this what you're gettin paid for ???
To browse for blog skins & update all day long....*chet chet*...
MuaHhaHahaHAHahHAhahAHahahhaa....
new tempLate...
12:50:00 AM
heh heh..new tempLate...*griNz*
This time round...it took me...hMMm...less than an hour...As compared to previous attempts...which probably wouLd take the whole bLoody night...kekeke...*aksyen*...
Anyways...I came across a very interesting job opening...
It's for a Mass Communications Exec position in a mosque in the east...
I was there recently for my marriage prepatory course & we aLL gave e-mail info to the organisers...you know for 'keep-in-touch' purposes...
& to my surprise...saw an e-mail they sent...
& quite frankly I was rather stunned by my reaction...
Why???
Cuz...the e-mail piqued my interest...A lot actually...
& I'm the sort not usuaLLy tempted by needLess job-hoppin...
Current job..pretty ok...nice hours...& furthermore of cuz, naturaL human tendencies...to be comfy & not wanna rock the boat...
*but perhaps more to inherent laziness la *...kekekeke...
But upon viewing that e-mail...
It's like my heart...juz wanted me to go for it...
A brand new change ??? I dunno...
But i knew I felt the puLL...cuz deep inside i knew as weLL...the benefits...are gonna be amazing...
It's the intangibLes that i'm attracted to i think...
the caLming environment of a mosque & of cuz the 'berkat'...
Cuz remembering the faces of the staff...the ustazs..ustazahs...& even right down to the gardener...they aLL look ethereally peacefuL...
I don't think they're being paid HUGE bucks you know...but yet,they still seem contented...
Hazarding a guess...maybe...they know they doin it for the greater good & the rewards of the hereafter...& that's enough for em'...
& i think i want that serenity & tranquility
To just know what you're doin is heLpin...
Pure & simpLe...
That it heLps...in whatever way it's suppose to...
To move...motivate...change...educate... Whatever...
Juz what i've always wanted to do...Even if it means i can help only juz 1 person...
To make his/her life better...I'd be happy...
To know i have made a difference...
My life would be a success...
To be remembered...Yea i guess we aLL want that...
Even if it's juz 1 person remembering you...
In a quandary...
bLeargHhHhhh...*scratches her head*