wat i want for my bday
3:18:00 AM
* tickin off items from her gettin-longer by d minute 'need to have' list *
HMmMm ,
I need a short holiday
a new haircut
a new hobby
a new set of calf-high boots to replace my bludgeoned ones
Hey !
seem to need a whole load of new thingz.
BUT,
i think wot i REALLY need
is a new challenge !
Sumthin to buzz my slumbering mind
which is in hibernation
since
skewl's been out for a coupla months now.
Was readin CrazyCooKie's blog
a week or 2 ago
&
read sumthin which struck me immensely...
" You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel ALONE and scared and CONFUSED. Suddenly, CHANGE is the enemy and you try and CLING on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or MOVE FORWARD "
How apt
&
how i identified wit it.
CHANGE !
How scary d word seems eh ?
But as they say
CHANGE is about d only CONSTANT !
It's oh-sOo much easier said than done
but i tink i've managed sumhow.
Been pretty hard eh
cuz
sumtimes u juz wanna be around tingz/people
you're comfortable or @ ease with.
But dat can't ALWAYS be d case right?
&
i read this book recently
* sOo the super dupz overdue *
The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho !
If your life is in need of a serious jolt,
tis is THE book to read
trust me!
Go , get it
U WON'T regret it
It's juz simply a FANTASTIC book !
Cuz
the book tells an imaginary tale of a shepherd
who went in search of his dreams
&
d BEAUTIFUL tingz he learnt along d way
simply cuz of his willingness to
overcome his sense of trepidation & fear
to challenge the unknown.
Go ere 4 a sneak peek to d book
Yea ,
tink we're all guilty of gettin stuck
in dat maddeningly routined
but yet
sOo comfy rut rite ?
D question is ,
DO WE DARE ?
WE complain of being unhappy
bout our job/life/finances/family/lovelife...bla bla bla
But how many of us actually do sumthin bout it?
I don't know
i seem to be in tis melee
But i did change sumthin~
Was previously unhappy with a relationship
but refused to get outta it cuz
of d comfort zone i was accustomed to ,
Hell enuf was enuf !
I did change my stars
* with God's will of cuz *
Trust me, it was downright
hellish, scary...i mean mere words can't quite describe it !
BUT i did it
&
i'm happier for it now !
It's juz a matter of lettin
everythin go
&
CHASE for dat ONE ting you've ALWAYS
wanted ur whole life.
Who knows eh ?
You might juz end up SURPRISING urself !
* thumbs up *
P.S> But i still DO NOT WANA change some tingz
like let's see ,
ahh~my shoes & bags fetish
clothes , clothes & more clothes
Posh Spice paraphernalia
Heck ,
I'd be MORE than happy to be stuck
in a rut
&
shop for these tingz
ALL DAY LONG
* griNz *
Hv a great weekend guys !
long overdue...
2:32:00 AM
oOOoooOoo
&
i do believe i spoke too soon bout updating regularly
hahahaa !
Been 10 ,
TEN LONG days since i LAST updated...
Hey ,
i do believe dat would be a record for me :)
Well actually ,
tis has been the ' KEMALASAN ' weekend for me...
FULL of cancelled plans et all
So,
to Herda & d rest of d gals
JuLz & Nuwul
My apologies gals :<
Juz d onslaught of PMS symptoms
which has thus affected those closest
read : 'the fiance' ...sapa lagik ?
* poor baby *
But still ,
the weekend didn't go to waste !
* heh heh *
Fri
was REPERCUSSION nite
courtesy of private passes by Liberte
&
thus witnessed the greatness of DJ 'he's oh so good ' Ramesh !
One more thingy ,
You guys should try Liberte
it's a SUPER place to juz lounge
cuz
of d fantastic cushions...couchies galore
&
not forgettin d FAB FAB ambience
* imagine sari cloth as tapestries *
&
i've got d GREATEST news ever !
I'm in CLOUD 9...
Cuz ,
my darling munchkin of a niece @ JemputJemput
juz learnt how to WALK !
* claps gleefully *
Ere she is
* ala shayang *
standing all by herself
diapers & all
wit DAT smile which i'll remember
even when she's all of 40
& greying @ her temples !
I'm so proud
like any aunt would be !
It's unbelievable
cuz
OMIGOD i remembered
wen she was juz tis tiny thingy
all wrapped in her pinky blanket.
&
now...
NOW ,
she knows wot she wants !
To be 'tepoked'
@ her butt not her thighs...
She lurves her ' Barney ' unconditionally
* complete with vigorous nodding *
BUT
when asked whether she lurves her Aunty Farah @ TwinKzy
she stared rather BLANKLY
* sheesh kebab la nie budak *
Mind u ~
JUZ a second ago she was nodding yes to dat 'purple dino'
* chet *
Hahahahaha
NOW
u guys know why Sat was FULL of cancelled plans !
I miss her oreadi :<
But all in all
twas a NICE weekend
cuz
of
1 ) darling munchkin
2 ) more food fiesta * like i don't hv enuf of it *
3 ) dance fest
4 ) lychees & raspberries
&
of cuz how can i forget ,
My 'MET' fiance
who i thought
looked oh-so ' sungguh hot'
* LOL *
Any takers to 'cepuk ' Ms Farah ?
Ok , Ok
* so this is pukey mukey stuff *
smackeroOo my butt oreadi eh
kekekekkekeke ;p
BUT,
he did look sOo slurperlicious to me !
oOoOoOooOoooOoo
* yummaaaayyyyy *
Told him this on Sun nite
whilst languorously esconded
in d comfort of our ' private haven '
' Tink we were both extremely SURPRISED
to have won each other
BUT
immensely HAPPY to have done so '
Yea ,
gosh Baby...
U sure deserve an award for bein consummately PATIENT with
your obnoxious stubborn fiancee eh ;p
But den again...
U ,
of all people wouldn't want a ' doormat ' right ?
Had the MOST fab weekend witcha
twas a blast
especially Sunday !
* wink wink *
This weekend ,
a wedding
oOooOoOOoo :)
shall be a solo nite for Ms TwinKz
* congrats sure are in order BUT shall be reserved for d actual day *
+
a much-anticipated change cum audition in d works
* wish me luck , crosses her fingers *
Heh heh ,
enjoyin her thoroughly sinful Caramel Banana crepe
with Choc ice-cream , no less ~
* Checks her gettin tighter by d minute jeans & ever burgeoning waistline *
Sighs !
Will officially be on a fishbally & celery soup diet
on d morrow !
Yeah ,
we'll see how LONG i can stick wit THAT !
* cam betul jer fishball & celery *
Before i run...
run ever so fast
to my
fish & chips
mee bandung
sushi
keropok
cheesy roti john
*LOL*
Nitez !