adieu for now...
10:20:00 AM
Folks,
This shall be my last update for a bit.
Some personal stuff which compels me to take a short hiatus.Hope to be back soon. I'll drop by your blogs to leave a tag or two whenever i can.
So adieu for now
&
not forgettin Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir & Batin guys.
C'ya & take care.
i would like my raya to be like normal...
7:50:00 PM
Raya's around d corner.
How fast.
I was lukin forward to it, really.
But a personal incident recently has quite literally
ROCKED my boat.
I'm gutted
&
in complete disbelief .
It supposedly has been resolved
but a lot of questions is still lingering in my mind.
&
it's affected d Raya mood sumhow.
It has.
As much as i'd like to say it hasn't,
d sad fact remains , it has.
&
i can't seem to verbalize my feelings.
What's worst ,evrythin's all cooped up
&
there's tis unbelievable emptiness @ d pit of my stomach.
It's a juxtaposition of emotions datz left me flabbergasted.
I 'm spooked . I am now.
In fact ,incredibly terrified of watz to come in future.
It's left me wondering whether i've made d right choices or
whether d chosen path will lead to happiness.
U always tink these tingz happen to evryone else
but never you.
But when it does, you're juz too shocked, you can't even contemplate or even comprehend d reasons .
Trust is a very essential component in evry relationship
be it with parents, friends, partners or etc.
Will stress dat again, VERY important.
Without it,
any relationship ,it's nuthin.Nuthin.Nada.
D trust is gone.Gone with d wind.Out d window.
Whoosh wit a blink of an eye.
To build it takes so much
yet
to have it destroyed, juz...takes a minute.
* sigh *
Isn't tis melancholic ?!
Haha, well i am wit a capital M now.
I can't accept tis. Will i be able to get past tis?
I don't noe.Sadly, i don't tink so.
We'll juz leave it at dat for now.
Welcome back from your deceptively blissful lull, Farah.
Welcome back.
* rolls eyes *
busy busy week
4:34:00 AM
Well folks,
tis has been one heck of a BUSY week for me.
Albeit half of it was spent lying in bed
recuperating from dat nasty flu bug.
:(
But it's all good now ,
tks very much for all your concern guys.
&
a piece of GREAT news !
After 3 months of finger-tappin anticipation ,
Babsy
got his DREAM bauble.
Oh yes ,
he did !
His hadta be custom-made no less
cuz of his errr BIG finger
kekekekkee.
More of him en-route to his DREAM ring.
Hahahaha.
Yes gettin him d ring from DAT jeweller
did cost a BOMB!
BUT ,
it all WORTH wen i saw his face.
His 'speechless driven to distraction by d beauty of d ring' face.
He was tryin oh-sOo hard to eschew from further glee
being d 'CALM' Libran dat he is.
BUT darlin, u failed miserably.
kekekekekekeke.
The ring is a lil expensive.
It did give my pockets a serious dent.
* uh-huh *
But,
heck tis is going to be his wedding band.
Sumthin he's to wear d REST of his life
so i thot ' yea why not ?'
Kekekekkee ,
sorry no pics of d ring for now.
Wana simpan seri. Or so my ole folks advise.
Insya'llah all be revealed nxt yr.
* in good time eh *
; P
I'm glad he liked it.
Even happier we or rather i made d decision to buy him d ring.
Cuz tis ring
is SYMBOLIC of our union.
It's not d price dat matters ,
BUT
d joy in his face.
I can't put a dollar value to DAT.
You shud hv seen him ,
scramblin to find d words to inscribe on d inside of his ring.
Kekkekekekekeke,
kelakar la.
Eh dat reminds me, mine's not engraved as well .
HMmMmMmMmm,
wat CAN u engrave on these teensy weensy tingz?
* fening *
I'm a HAPPY gal.
:)
BUT
a panickin one too.
Cuz
i've not done ANYTHIN for my Raya preps yet.
* gulps *
Nuthin.Nada.Zero.Zilch.Kaput.
Mati la.
Not cleaned my pigsty of a roomie yet.
Not sent my remaining kebayas for laundry.
Not made my raya cookies.
But ,
But ,
i do have
my shoes, clutch bags, necklaces & earrings
ALL READY!
Kekekekekekekeke,
Oh but cuz kan ?
; P
Nite nite!