*sigh*
2:16:00 AM
I swear Mr Brad ' oh-sOo drooooolsome ' Pitt is THE sexiest man/actor for me. Yes, yes i do know it sounds terribly cliched and such a common choice BUT seeing him pull off an ensemble of a simple grey shirt, grey pants & camel-cloured shoes in Ocean's 12 just confirms his sex-symbol status. Gosh i can't imagine the missus, a certain Miss Aniston, looking at his face every night.*drools*. Mr Pitt is nondescriptly charming, bottomline he's SEXY and he comes from the southern state of Missouri which mysteriously produces blonde,blue eyed beings as heavenly as Mr Pitt like a non-stop production line. *sigh*. He looks too mighty fine,i tell you. Kalau aku la binik dia, takkan larik. Hari hari,nak dekatttt jer ;p.
Oh baby, don't worry.I still burn for you. * giggles*. It's just Mr Pitt & co. at our DREAM honeymoon destination. I can't wait. I just can't. Then again, it's just another 4 more months. I can't believe it . Just simply surreal. That it's happening so soon, that i'm gonna hafta call someone my 'husband' and having to 'salam' his hand.
Been asked this question a lot since i got engaged. They look at me doefully expecting a majestic answer to this question ,
" How do you know he's the one ? "
They usually get rather disappointed when a mere
" You just know. " is said. I can understand. I used to ask the same question & got that very same answer. I remain baffled back then. Isn't there supposed to be bolts of lightning or an earth-shattering moment which proclaims itself , THIS IS IT, I'M IN LOVE ?
There isn't.It seems a ' You just know' is so simple right ? But it is true. You just know.It somehow creeps upon you silently without any warning or prior realisation. One day , you look up into the person's face and there's just this feeling. You know.You just.I felt it and am still feeling it. Haha, you guys must think this emo momo gal is back with her emo momo entries. :).All this is because of a 45 minute conversation i had with him. I was a lil grumpy initially but as the conversation progressed, we got into this comforting groove which comes only with familiarity. Joked and laughed. Needlessly, i was cheered. My source of comfort, you are.
I'm just sOo full of it i think. What with all this planning,last minute details. In serious danger of OD-ing on anything that even reverbrates of the word 'wedding'. Suddenly 24 hours isn't enough anymore. But heck, what the hell am i doing at this time of the night typing this post ? Keke. Strangely writing in here is my solace. My personal space. Everything that needs to be said that isn't, i can type in here. Strange eh ? Yet comforting. Funnily, only a month ago, i was in serious contemplation to scrap this blogspot account. Strange indeed. :)
P.S >>> Anyways, can anyone recommend a fab place for clubbing? Live bands please at very cheap prices? Wait. Before you start suggesting, i need cheap prices during Xmas eve. Anyone now?
nuthin to do @ work...
3:19:00 PM
Uploaded too many pictures until i've lost count.This week alone, 2 albums. I'm lovin it though. As they say, you can write a million words but nothin like a picture to capture the essence or evoke intense emotional reactions from all of us.
I can't explain it. Perhaps it's something to do with being a quintessential Scorpio. You know with all their rumoured sensitivity and 'drama mama' tendencies et al. Somehow, i've always marvelled at subtly-nuanced aspects of things. Like how a couple moving closer to hold hands whilst taking a picture or catching a mother tenderly hugging her child. When i see all this, i'm touched innately as i'm given glimpses into their private world.The unsaid emotions gets communicated with just a single touch, a smile or a knowing glance.It's so very sweet as it confirms this inherent need to feel, touch and connect with another.
Okay, i'm weird.Period. Well then, i think it's safe to say that point of me being emotional isn't moot eh. :)
That's that.On a less emotional side, i need a break,a holiday of sorts before my big day.Heck, i almost typed my 'bug' day.Heh.Typo errors galore today. It must be the freezing cold of the office. I need the sun, a beautiful white sandy beach so finally the baby blue halter can be worn after 5 months of sitting reclusively in the corner of my overstuffed cupboard. It's time to bring out the sunscreen & Roxy flip flops. Beach, here i come...Insya'allah.Hurrah hurrah. :)
I'm bored.I wana go drink coffee. I wana a good pasta dinner or be pampered with a massage or back rub. Wow. That's a whole lotta 'wants' and not quite nearly enough 'needs' eh.lol.
* drums her fingers to oblivion *